It's hard to explain how, what and why I'm feeling because it's so good to see all my friends and family again after so long but I can't help but long for the day that I can go again. Because over here, somehow, I feel so very out of place.
Everyone has their lives here and I have mine in Australia.
Only time will help me build my life back up here again. I guess I'm just fighting it now because I'm afraid of losing my wonderful Australian life.
I'll never let go of that life. I just have to make room for more.